oooops i mean girl!!

10:31 pm - Scored this off Brandon

1. What time did you get up this morning? About 8:30
2. Diamonds or pearls or other? Definitely Diamonds!
3. What was the last film you saw at the cinema? Garden State
4. What are your favorite TV shows? The O.C, Seinfeld, Crossing Jordan, Law and Order
5. What did you have for breakfast this morning? Breakfast?
6. What is your middle name? I have two....but you only get to know the first... James
7. What is your favorite cuisine? Canadian?
8. What foods do you dislike? Vegetables
9. What is your favorite chip flavor? Ranch
10. What is your favorite CD at the moment? Garden State soundtrack
11. What kind of vehicle do you drive? 2002 Civic Si
12. Favourite sandwich? Chicken and cream cheese on a bagel
13. What characteristic do you admire? Politeness, truthfulness, and beautifulness
14. Favourite item of clothing? My spring Jacket that I broke the zippper on...
15. If you could go anywhere in the world on vacation, where would it be? Russia!!!
16. What colour is your bathroom? White
17. Favourite brand of clothing? Diesel
18. Where would you retire to? New Mexico or Las Vegas
19. Favourite time of the day? Early evening
20. What was your most memorable birthday? 21st
21. Where were you born? Edmonton
22. Favorite sport(s) to watch? Hockey
23. Who do you least expect to send this back to you? The Pope
24. Person you expect to send it back first? No one....
25. What fabric detergent do you use? Tide
26. Coke or Pepsi? Coke
27. Are you a morning person or a night owl? Night Owl
28. What is your shoe size? 10.5
29. Do you have any pets? My cat lives in Kelowna
30. Any new and exciting news you'd like to share with your friends & family? I'm going to be a Dad in Sept or Oct.
31. What are you doing today? Worked then bummed around on the comp and watched a movie
32. Favorite ice-cream: French Vanilla
33. How tall are you? 5'11"
34. Do you keep your car tidy? Yes
35. What is your favorite colour? Purple

Current Mood: blank

08:06 pm

I feel like I'm so going to shoot someone! that jerk glamsquad gone and said that they saw me talking to rochellero and dissing on bran. If I get my hands on them and I'm gonna tear off their head and s*** down their neck hole!

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09:38 pm

12:07 am - Happy Valentines day!

CHARLIE decided to buy a special gift for his new girlfriend, Ruth on Valentine’s Day. He wanted the gift to be just right. He had heard Ruth complain about coldness in the morning and so Charlie decided a good gift would be gloves.

He took his sister with him to have her opinion. But the sister insisted he had to buy her something too.

He got the pair of gloves his sister recommended and the sister purchased a pair of panties.

Unfortunately, the saleslady mixed up the two items during the packing. So, when Charlie mailed his Valentine’s Day gift to Ruth, he did not know he was sending a knickers instead.

He accompanied the gift with the following note:

Sweet Valentine,
I chose this Valentine’s Day gift because I noticed you don’t often wear any when we go out in the evenings. If it had not been for my sister, I would have chosen the ones with buttons, but she prefers short ones that are much easier to remove.

These are a lovely colour. The lady at the store where I bought them showed me the pair she had been wearing for the past three weeks and they were hardly soiled at all. I had her try yours on for me and they looked quite lovely.

I wish I was there to put them on you for the first time; no doubt, other hands will come into contact with them before I have a chance to see you again. When you take them off, remember to blow on them lightly before putting them away as they will naturally be a little damp from wearing.

Just think how many times I’ll be kissing them in future. I hope you’ll wear them Friday night for me.
Love,
Charlie

Current Mood: amused

11:44 pm - How quickly your life can change

So today was the day....the day everything changed :)

Cz.

Current Mood: happy

07:28 pm

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01:24 am - Worst fucking night...

Fuck....what the shit, I was looking so forward to tonight...it's our thursday, and it has to end up in fucking shit. That's fucking it, I'm going to buy a knife...why the shit should I put up with this. Fuck him, I'll fucking fight him... I'll show him that he can't fucking walk all over me like he thinks he can. I am not a piece of shit like he thinks I am... I will show him. Fuck... There are seriously so many tables in the bar...why does he hafta sit at mine? Right fucking beside my chair... What a piece of shit...Fuck this, what a bad night...I don't wanna be here, and I don't wanna be alone, but what the shit do you do... that's life. One of these days I will show him that I am not a piece of shit to me walked all over. It's weird, I have never hated anyone as much as I hate him... He was once a person that I trusted with everything and loved dearly. I guess that it is due to hate someone this much when you find out that they were just using you, and didn't feel any of what I felt towards them. Oh well fuck him, what comes around goes around, and he will find this out.

Cz.

Current Mood: angry

07:18 pm

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10:12 pm

Time to update is it...alrighy then. So I'm a geek and bought the new Emenem album...never thought I would do such a thing, but I did...and I like it. I just need to return the boom to my car so it sounds good :)

I've been so happy as of late...it's weird, I'm not used to being happy. I havn't really been happy in years. I guess that Christina is is like Prozac to me :) So yeah, things are going really well...as far as I can tell anyways. She calls me every day and spends the night lots. Which is really nice, I am a very clingy person and I like girls to be clingy as well. Yeah, I REALLY like her, so I really hope that I can make this one last.

Looks like we may be going to Van for Easter! That could be some damn good times :) I havn't been there in fucking forever. It would also be nice to see my brothers place and spend some time partying with him. I miss that kid.

New City tomorrow, it'll be good times. Specially if we get drunk before we go out. That usually makes the difference between a good night and not so good. Hafta start it off fun and drunk instead of getting there through out the night. He he, we are such alcoholics. Oh well, you only live once...gotta have some fun.

I have baby fever....aww....

Cz.

Current Mood: blah

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Current Mood: bored

07:55 pm - Yay Quiz thing

1) Last cigarette: Almost 8 months ago
2) Last car ride: 15 minutes ago
3) Last kiss: this morning
4) Last good cry: few months ago
5) Last Library Book Checked Out: probably grade 4...don't really remember
6) Last movie seen: Harold and Kumar go to White Castle
7) Last Book Read: Manson Biography
8) Last cuss word uttered: shit
9) Last beverage drank: water
10) Last Food consumed: DQ icecream sandwich
11) Last Crush: Christina
12) Last phone call: Troy at work
13) Last TV show watched: Fear Factor
14) Last Item Bought: Beer at Bingo
15) Last time showered: Last night
16) Last shoes worn: Work shoes
17) Last CD played: The Postal Service
18) Last downloaded: Mario
19) Last annoyance: Bad roads
20) Last disappointment: Julie
21) Last soda drank: Ice Tea!
22) Last thing written: parts list for work
23) Last key used: apartment key
24) Last word spoken: "last thing written..."
25) Last trip to the bathroom: Half hour ago
26) Last sleep: last night/this morning
27) Last msn message? 5 Seconds ago
30) Last weird encounter: when that boy kept hitting on Christina and pushing me out of the way...what a strange boy
32) Last ice cream eaten: Like an hours ago!
34) Last time wanting to die: Couple of months ago?
35) Last time in love: pretty recent
36) Last time hugged: this morning
37) Last time scolded: this morning at work
38) Last time resentful: Last night
39) Last chair sat in: My kitchen table chair that I am at now
43) Last shirt worn: Crappy blue ADG shirt
44) Last class attended: June of 1999
45) Last Final taken: June 1999
46) Last time dancing: Saturday
47) Last poster looked at: NOFX
48) Last show attended: Corb Lund
49) Last webpage visited: ebay.ca

Current Mood: anxious

09:45 pm

08:13 pm

09:08 pm - There's an imax about sharks if that's more your thing...

Alright, so it's been like close to 6 months 4 days 3 hours and the minutes keep adding up since the last time I updated this, so I guess it's about time.

Yeah, so went to Kelowna for the whole Christmas thing, it was great. So nice to see my family....I miss them...and my kitty, who's still going strong ever though he's got to be well over a 100 years old now in human years. Me and my brother did so much nothing it was great. We almost went out one night....then got to tired and did the same thing that we did all week. Watch tv then go to bed early.

New years of course was at the Burbs, it was good times. 33 was there, talked to her and found out she's a coke head....thank fucking god I didn't get involved with her, that wouldn't have been a good thing. But all in all it was a really good night, it was nice seeing everyone in one place. Had a bunch of New Years kiss's with some lovely ladies :)

Thursday was a very sad day....no more thursdays at the Burbs....what the shit are we going to do now. Thursday was my favorite day of the week...and now it's the sadest day of the week...and of course stupid people in my house doesn't make the day any better...oh well. We will search out and find somthing new and exciting to do on thursdays....I hope...

Now the big news....I actually have a girlfriend!!! She's awesome! We've been seeing each other for a week now and last night she actually became my girlfriend!! Umm...YAY! So far everyone seems to love her too and they think that we make a good couple. That makes me so happy...It would suck if they didn't like her. Speaking of which....her friends don't like me. Which is weird...but you know, fuck them. What do I care, it's about how she feels, not them. They were so fucking rude and mean to me last night, and she got all mad at them and stuff...it was really sweet. I havn't decided if I will give them a second chance or not...I am guessing that I will probably hafta if we are going to be together for a while. But yeah, everyone know's about the Bingo contest at Safeway, right? Well she won the set of Wittnauer watches!!! How fucking awesome is that! I am so happy for her. They didn't say what they are worth, but I am betting that it's over a grand.

So yeah, today has been a very lazy day, watch alot of OC with all of it's OCness. I am just taking a break, but I will be going back to it soon. Michelle wants me to go out to the bar with her and her girlfriend tonight....but I don't think that I am in the clubbing mood this evening...but who know's we'll see what the night has in for me later.

Cz.

Current Mood: happy

08:30 pm

01:53 am - Why even try?

Fuck....what a piece of shit I am...I fucking hate me now. You wanna know what's wrong with me...apparently everthing....fuck. Why even try, there's only one thing in this world that is super important to me, and apparently that's the only thing that I will never get......I think I'm going to just break down...

Cz.

Current Mood: sad

03:14 am - Happy thursday!

Yay thursday, the bestest night of the week. Me and Rochelle watched the O.C and drank Jagnog and Stoli Vanil and coke's. Then we went to the Burbs, which I love on thursdays...it's one of my favorites :) But anyway, I had that rockin date with Julie last weekend....then she never called me. So tonight was the night to find out what was up. So she didn't go to the bar, but her friends did....yeah, so guess she really did ditch me, and didn't just lose my number or somthing....sucked, but whaty can you do. Glad she ditched me after one date and not more, when I would have been more attached. Okay, so there was a new girl there that I decided to hit on, Christina. She was a cutey, the thing was that while I was checking her out, her guy friend that she was dancing with was checking me out. I finally worked up the nerve to hit on her, and it seemed to go really well. We danced for a while, and talked. I invited her to the mod club tommorow. So anyways, after all this her friend comes over to me and asks me if I'm gay or straight. Ouch. Here I am hitting on this girl and thinking that I am doing good, but guess not. Does everone think that I'm gay? Is that why I can't fucking pick up a girl? Fuck......this sucks, guess it's time to re-think how I act...cause this just hurts. All I want is to fall in love, get married, and have kids. I want that girl that will always be there for me and love me. If she thinks that I am FUCKING gay then what the shit. She can't love me for who I am..... Fuck, this sucks...what the shit do you do...It hurts to know that you have been hitting on this girl, but I guess not goos enough to show that you are straight. Do I not show my intentions? I don't know, this just really make sense to me. It's probablyt why Julie didn't wanna date me either. "Oh, he must be gay, so I don't wanna fall in love with somone then them figure out they are gay and dump me". Fucking shit, don't you think that I would know. People who are gay know they are gay, and don't come out of the closet because they are scared too. I know who I am atracted too, and believe me, if I were gay I wouldn't hide it. I have noe problem with gays and I know both my friends and my family don't either. I have nothing to be afraid of. But what does it matter wheather I am or not, that's all decided by the person looking at you. Oh well....I guess that's life. One day I will meet a girl that loves me for me, even if I dance or walk a certain way. That will be a great fucking day and I can't wait. If I had my way, I would have been married for four years already and had at least one child. I know we don't always get our ways though...what can you do. Yay, tommorow's the mod club, should be good times.

Cz.

Current Mood: depressed

11:39 pm - Boobs!

09:28 pm - Welcome to the return of superstition

Okay, welcome to Monday.....yay, not such an exciting day. So yeah, she never ended up calling me last night or even today. I have a feeling that she may have met Justin, he probably got sick of the last one so time to try another. Alright, maybe that wasn't the case....he he But I am puzzled as to what happened. I will just wait and see, I'm hoping that she's at the bar on Thursday of she doesn't call me. I'll see what's up then. Everything was going so well, so I figure that somthing happened. I'm hoping that I like didn't give her the wrong number by accident or somthing stupid, I doubt it but you never know.

So yeah, last night was Corb Lund, which was good times. The opening band (or man) was actually really good for being a one man band. Corb Lund played for a long time too which was cool. It was long enough that they took a break in the middle for some drinking. That's when I left cause I had to go to bed, but it's all good.

Went to Future Shop today to get a present for my brother. Was going to get him a MP3 player, but then I wasn't too sure if he'd really like it. So I ended up getting him a gift card for $150 so that he can put it towards a TV cause that's what he needs. Or my parents might give him my old tv then in that case he may want a MP3 player then he can get one. So now I really need to figure out what the shit to get my boss and his wife, it's gotta be somthing nice to show that I appreciate my christmas bonus....I just don't know what it should be. Of well, I will keep looking around.

Can't wait till Thursday....I love Thursdays

G'Nite all!

Cz.

Current Mood: thirsty

06:54 pm - Did you miss my lame entries?

Yeah, so it's been like close to fourteen months or somthing since I updated this so I figure I may as well. So I met a girl on thursday thanks to that super sweet Co-LaBoner. Yeah, so her name is Julie....and as I had pointed out too me this in now the third girl with a J name in a row....interesting. But anyways, she's super sweet and super cute. So now, I have my fingers crossed that I can win her over. So far so good, thursday went really well with some kissing and pizza. Then we went out on Friday to Buddy's cause it was one of her boys birthdays. We hung out there, then went to the Strat for some good ol Strat beer, then we crashed on the couch of one of her friends with some good ol cuddling...I missed cuddling, it was great. So then in the morning....or I guess early afternoon I took her out for breakfast/lunch at Hudsons. Then we just did a little shopping on Whyte...it was really fun and cute. We picked up Corb Lund tickets for tonight as well. I gave her my number, and now I'm just waiting for her to call so we can go to the show tonight. She seems interested...I don't know why I worry, I am worrying that she wont call today. But we'll see and hope :)

Yeah, so last night was good times, had some beers here with Co-La and that sexy Michelle Banks. Then we decided to to hit up the nifty old Suite 69. The weird part was that on our way there we were stopped at a light, which put us right in front of Martini's window watching Justin's birthday....it was weird, and nice when the light finally turned green...However Suite sucked, it was dead...exam time I guess. So we opted to head to the 'Burbs....we knew it would be busy there, no educated folks that need to study...he he, just kidding. But it was good times, stumbled home drunk with Co-La, it was fun....."DO YOU KNOW WHERE THE GLOBAL IS...." he he Yeah, I hope she calls soon, it'll be good times rockin out to the country boys.

Alright, I am off....wish me luck with Julie, yay....she's now one of my favorites.

Current Mood: anxious